I'm 26 and have not had sex, dated or kissed a girl. I'm currently a graduate student in the south.

Its about time to change that shit. I've been actively working on this for about a month now. What I have done so far is to adopt more "alpha" mannerisms, reducing my AA and trying to eliminate negative thoughts so as to have a more positive mindset. I've also started working out again after 2 year hiatus from that. Also I've been improving my general social skills by hanging out with other grad students, talking up random people, etc.

In fact, being 26 years old and in my situation is one of the main negative thoughts I struggle with. Sometimes I feel like its too late and I missed it.......

Anyhow, I'll give a brief history. In high school I went from being a bullied, unliked kid to being sort of a non-jock athlete that people and I also developed a serious anger problem here. Video games and working out was all I did really. Then I joined the Marine reserves. After initial training I moved back in with my parents because the only school that accepted me was a nearby satellite branch of a major state university. After a year I did a tour in Iraq. After coming back from Iraq my anger went up and and confidence went down. A few years later I graduated with top honors in computer science and physics degrees. Now I'm in graduate school for physics. My tuition is waived and I get a stipend large enough to live comfortably on. Received "best first year student" award in graduate school, now moving on into second year...

As far as relationships go... Well looking back on it I passed several obvious opportunities up at various points in college. Largely but not entirely because I was extremely insecure/ashamed to be living with my parents (maybe that doesn't make sense but that was certainly the reason).

So in grad school I just sort played video games and studied until I "feel in love with" this physics girl. Then she turned my ass down and went for this skinny wimp ass guy who's desk was in the cubicle across from mine. That was in March/April. It was a real kick in the dick. But it was the realization that I was a 26 year old who hadn't kissed a girl that made me want to commit suicide.

Anyhow I'll end this now since people don't read super long posts.

Hey

Welcome to the forum! I have to say it's great you've reached that point where you know things absolutely HAVE to change. And yeah, I bother to read long posts heh.

Good Luck and I look forward to see you become your best.

Black Jack

I suggest make a new lifestyle. Workout, get healthy, socialize, do your best at work and consistently sarge and the women will naturally come.

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