| Just like many of the now PUAs, I was always the nice guy. I was a target for teasing in elementary and middle school for unknown reasons, I wasnt ugly or strange really, infact most ladies think I am rather handsome. It wasnt until 10th or 11th grade in high school I came out of my shell.
I went for one girl that I felt a deep emotional connection for. On the social scale, I should have been able to get her but I failed, I was just a friend. All of her friends wanted to be with me, but they were like 2-3s, nothing I was even slightly interested in.. even though I was desperate I always said that when I get a girl I will be able to stand kissing her, I wont lower my standards.. everything or nothing.
I've had a few girlfriends, all of them got rid of me except for one where I broke it off, which I regret. I am still a virgin, im 19. I did receive a blowjob from the one girl I broke things off with, and there was a good deal of intimacy. So when I do finally get lucky, it wont be a complete shock to see a girls body nude.
I am not the typical new member who found out about the community the "The Game" by Style, I was well aware of this about a year and a half ago from fastseduction.com. I was familiar with the names like Mystery and Ross Jeffries, and even read some of the material. However my friends were quick to dismiss the information as stupid BS that could never work. They told me to basically put it out of my mind and to be myself, and that the right girl would come to me.
HOW WRONG THEY WERE.
After the last girl I was dating 8-9, dont know how the hell I got her, but things went bad after I couldnt be the alpha male at a lunch meeting where she wanted me to meet her friends and sister. I was quiet and didnt talk much. She proceeded to break things off with me and then message me on AOL the following night listing my inadequicies(sp) like a bitch.. telling me I wasnt confident, couldnt carry on conversation with her friends, ect.
It was at this point that I said I had enough, and I completely disregarded my friends advice. I dont give a fuck what anyone tells me, they can rag on about me reading these guides and gimicks, but I dont stop reading them, and I will test them in the field and impress their asses when i am the one getting results, and they are sitting at home always bitching about why they arent getting the girls.
It amazes me how all of my friends arent even willing to read or look into the Mystery Method. They are so quick to dismiss it as a BS gimick that would never work in real world situations. They have too much pride and are too stuborn. Oh well, I guess I cant help them, but I can atleast help myself and save myself from this lonelyness.
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