1. never dated till college
2. dated girl in college, first girl ever dated, relationship lasted 2 years
3. she chose me, was a bitch, but she was really hot so I stayed with it
4. broke up with me and pursued another guy
5. me: heartbroken

Afterwards, I dated many girls, but all of the girls I dated ... well it didn't go anywhere. I didn't have shit for game. I also stopped calling certain girls when other girls came into my life. In retrospect, I should have dated multiple girls at once, but whatever. I still had no game at the time so I don't think it would really matter.

So, here I am now. I've been using this pickup shit when I go out and it works. I met a girl this weekend and we're going out this wednesday. First girl after learning this shit. wish me luck.

I feel your pain man, I didn't get a legitimate kiss I wanted until I was 18. Remember to never let your past stand in your way or make you afraid. Just remember you DO have the knowledge you need to seduce women now. You are finally in the power position. You need to stay outside of her sphere of influence and can be indifferent. You know not to allow yourself to fall under the control of an attractive woman just because of her physical beauty and that puts you lightyears ahead of 95% men out there.

Best of luck and if you need anything feel free to ask!

Heh, thanks man. I feel a lot of love from this forum.
good positive vibe.

By starting the PUA jorney your starting fresh man, you can put all that stuff behind you. What you need to remember is not to be so outcome dependant from here on out, because its a learning experience. Good luck. It sounds like you've made a great start.