| Hello, I am 38 years old from South America, Argentina. I have high functioning autism. I had many years specially during my high school when I was just playing computer games, most of the time and watching movies. Most of my hobbies also made me more isolated. I come from a very dysfunctional family, and I have a lot of trust issues. I have some experience doing pick ups, but I was more successful when I was much younger like in my early 20s.
I am very weak emotionally, and I have a lot of fear of rejection. I lack the ability to read social clues, I am afraid of my own sexuality. I am very frustrated on approaching women, I had deny myself from doing this for many many years. It all goes back to when I was a teen I was afraid of asking girls to dance with me, when I got into university it got better, but still...
Now in my lates 30s I am still beautiful, almost have a ripped body and muscular, I try to care more for my appearances, named clothing, and so on. I have been reading a book called the game by Neil Strauss. Yet I still feel like I am trying to compensate being immature with my appearances and so on. I am willing to learn how to improve myself to be able to get into the game.
Looking forward to your kind advice.
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