Welcome to the club. For most guys, self-esteem is their main problem when starting out.
There is a really good book I'd recommend you check out, it's called 6 Pillars of Self-Esteem by Nathaniel Branden.
This book helped me a lot in my journey.
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Welcome again, good luck, and don't quit until you succeed.
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