| So i started a new reading hobby and came upon the game. after reading 80% i immediately realize theres a "piece" missing in the puzzle for me, or maybe its that stupid voice in my head which apparently sub communicates validation seeking, or in other words, an inferior frame of mind that hinders my ability to interact, attract, and "pull" bitches. Theres this whole mind set that i think every PUA has to embody which at the end of the day is narcissism. After reading some good fucking shit i learned that that you can actually change your identity, and to mention!! your looks actually dont matter for shit nowadays considering there are fat guys that probably get laid more than i do. When you start to realize "looks" mean barely anything when it comes to attracting women, you start to think that no matter what genes or environment you came from, you can always "turn it around". you can obsess over human development and emotional inteligence so much, that by the time you know how it all works, you start to give less of a shit and actually enjoy life. but its funny because i grew up in long island, and im currently 18 and it always feels like theres a piece missing, or im just at the end of the day "selling myself short". whatever, maybe i need some anthony robbins or some creepy ass happy as fuck ginger tyler durden to make my current state better. but no, the only person that will truly make myself more complete, is me. maybe getting great social skills will make me feel better because people help people. all these PUA's, gurus, trainers, life coaches are coming from the same mind frame..-"look at my success, and heres how i do it". no one would be on any forum or hiring any social coach if there wasnt a reward system involved. the right things that make ourselves feel good is what we go after and live for. so if it takes thinking about it more, and reading the right books to develop a better understanding of life and the whole "how to live" idea, maybe it will make myself transform to the man i always dreamed about being. but ik its gonna take a whole differently mind frame to ensure my success at the end of the day. i know ill do what it takes, ill do it for my father that i never experienced in my life, ill do it for the society that completely destroys any momentum that puts me in the right direction. Ill also do it for everything mother fucker that doubts, its always the bad that leads to the good. i know the light in the tunnel will get bigger, i believe
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