I havent done introduction for a long time so ill try to do it at my best.

Im 19, a newbie. Im a dedicated gamer, and currently im studying psychology, social sciences and german in university. mainly that's what i do most of my time.

Few years ago when i was 15~ teen, i could pick up girls without a problem, i dont know how i was doing that, but the fact is i was always able to be with a female i liked.
Many winds have passed since that and after some years i kinda got rusty, and im not that good at picking girls up.. glady that's not the problem which brought me here.

My problem at this moment is, i fell in love, through gaming i met a girl so i ended up being in love with her. and im here to find ways to get success in love. we had some fight few days ago, after that i tried to suicide, so at this moment im writing from the hospital.

Im not sure if im in correct place, to find answers about how to become successful in love, and how to umm.. reconcile with her. but I hope I am.
Im not sure if i share story here or later so ill keep it for later perhaps.
anyway, name's Bjorn and im glad to be here ^_^

Wow, suicide eh? That certainly sounds like rock bottom (which is good, right? Only way you can go is up!)

Welcome to the forum, and it's good that you'd like to use some of the tools here to turn your life around... Though it may not be exactly what you're looking for (more on that in the next paragraph). Pickup is about confidence and having a different mindset/view on girls. It's about knowing your worth, as a man. It generally focuses on abundance over just one girl...

You.... Sound like you're hoping this is a silver bullet for just one girl. And unfortunately you haven't provided enough details for anyone to help you really.

Need a lot more. Circumstances, when you met, how long you dated, your ages, geographical distance apart, whether you were intimate or whether it was virtual, etc. Why's one girl worth killing yourself over?