Hey all,

I'm a 39 year old guy living in the Northeast of the US. I've been aware of game for some time and I did some research into it several years ago for a short time. and then stopped when I entered a 3 year relationship.

Throughout my life I've been the super-AFC, as well as the alpha and everything in between. My first love and first ever gf hurt me in a really bad way (was engaged to someone else for the last 6 months of our 4 year relationship without me knowing) and it really screwed with my head for years. As a result, for years I had a feeling of inadequacy with women that still pops up from time to time. I was also born in another country and in that culture, family/being the provider are among the chief pillars. Now, I'm looking to just become Alpha all the time and I'm really looking forward to interacting with this board to help me achieve my goal.

I can't wait to get started again!