So I am extremely handsome - was scouted by urban outfitters modelling agency the first day i visited New York and the days after that by other agencies. I am 6'5 and have a very deep voice. I am insanely charismatic. at parties people hover around me. Girls pua's would consider 9's have approached me at parties and flat out given me their numbers without me even talking to them. I am the leader of a couple bands. I play guitar very well. I graduated with almost a 4.0 from UCLA and I dress insanely fashionable (I have to be because I am in a semi-successful indie band). Most girls I say "Hayy...

" to on Okcupid write me back and the girls I have gone on dates with are what pua's would call tens. They are gorgeous. Almost every hot girl I have asked out has given me her number.
HOWEVER,, I CAN"T SLEEP WITH ANY OF THESE GIRLS TO SAVE THE LIFE OF ME! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKK. do you have any idea how fucking bleak my situation is? Do you????? You have the fucking hottest girl in your fucking bedroom bouncing up and down on you bed and when you go to kiss her she fucking moves her face!!!!! I am beyond contempt for them. I used to get angry when they would leave my room at 2 in the morning and call a cab. Now, I am just bewildered and mad at myself, because I know I AM the problem. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!! can someone PLEASE help me! PLEASEEEEE!!!!!!!! fuck i hate myself!! What is wrong with me!!!