Hi,

Since I was a kid, I already suffered with fear, but after my puberty, my social phobia went bigger and ever since and it goes up and down.

Untill these last months, I have a job now, own appartment close by to the centre of a 120;000 populated town and I finally want a girlfriend. (had a date through an online site last week, so thats a start, but not seeing again eachother, we spoke for a few hours but we didn't had enough in common).


I hope I can teach myself some stuff to actually approach woman, because I am quite decent at talking. I visit the gym twice a week, visit the barber 2 times a month and try to dress wealthy/classy and I know I am not ugly too.


It's all in my mind.. I want to embrace life, woman, and sex.