They call me Zek.
12 months ago, i was in the friendzone of ever girl i had ever really really wanted.
the shit thing, is i was what ud call 'cute' i have always had pretty features.
however i never believed it, i had a poor perception of how i looked.
currently my favourite actor is collin farrel , hes fucking hot.
but 12 months ago i hated him, i thought he looked like me,
people said we looked alike and it made me cringe.
that is how fucked up my perceptions were.
heres the short:
12 months ago i almost died.
my girl at the time fucked her ex whilst i was crying alone in a hospital bed waiting to die.
luckily i didn't. however i spent a month in hospital, i lost all my muscle, gained fat.
the medication i was given had the possibility of severe mood swings and psychosis.
i had to be put on more than the maximum dosage of this medication otherwise id be dead.
i had to take it for 3 months.
in summery iv been to fucking hell and back.
i was in so much pain from internal bleeding but surviving, later to find i didn't get a visit from a girl who said she loved me, a girl who i had saved and helped...because she was off getting filled up by a guy who use to beat her up.
Iv been beaten down my entire life, iv never been that guy since i recovered.
the old me died.
I began doing very bad things for money.
I beat up the guy she fucked.
in public, at his gym, at peak our , mid workout.
i was charged.
i was released and covered myself in tattoos.
a man who has lost everything is a man with nothing to lose.
i quickly found comfort in fighting and training.
i took steroids, i still do.
i have very good genetics, very soon i became not so cute.
to quote every girl iv fucked this year.
i became 'so fucking hot'
i have scars, two on my eye brow and one below around my cheek bone where i was bottled recently.
id like to add that because girls like to lick them for whatever reason
i ended up fucking my ex , the ex before her and the ex before her because it was easy,
that around about the time i understood i nolonger gave any fucks about what people said about me.
i completly stopped caring about right and wrong and social morals and ethics.
thats when i became swamped in with girls.
i work 2 days a week now, and i train and pick up in my spare time
im here because the best way to learn is to teach.
i just want to give my opinion , my approach.
i dont want to adopt anyones approach.
iv tried mystery method years ago back when i was a sissy.
its just not my thing.
here is my game breakdown:
1-everygirl i talk to i charm, its like training with weights. just charm everything. i find lotsof girls telling me how such and such brought me up in conversation, and how the entire group immediately made the subject about how sexy my smile is, or my voice, the size of my arms and my tattoos.....
2-if they are fuckable i give them my number.
3-there is always enough attraction for me to fuck them by the second date but i never mention sex, i never suggest it or make a move to fuck them, i tease them , i find there weak points and exploit them till they get that wet that they pull my guy out for me.
4-once they are attracted to me and iv fucked them, i never make a dick of myself, never react if they call me a jerk, they always come back.
thats me.
CHAT
hard to believe