Good evening, afternoon, morning etc. (depending on the time zone lol). I'm a complete rookie at all this, but have made the decision to get up and "break the cycle" of all the should've, would've, could've moments I've had. A bit about me: 22 year old Georgia native/Resident, about 5'6, about to graduate undergrad and just got accepted to veterinary school for my MPH/DVM, nerd, workout 2-3 times a week, suck at approach, I do suffer from self esteem issues. I get frustrated a lot when I remember all the times I've been openly and subtly rejected, and that is one of my key problems. I'm having some trouble finding self worth also :/. I'm constantly put down for things I can't help such as height. The 2 girlfriends I've had in the past I felt like I just got incredibly lucky, and when they left, I couldn't blame them. I feel as though I just sit and eventually a girl not of my pickings will fall in. But I want control. I get jealous when i talk to a majority of my male friends and they me how they have girls breaking there necks to get to them, secretly crushing, etc. I know I'm a complete mess, but I'm looking to change all that starting tonight. I want to unlock and show people the best version of me...

Ps. I've also been taking notes on Neil Strauss's The Game. Very good read. I'm halfway done. If there are any GA members, maybe we can get together and sarge sometime!