Throughout high school I suffered from social anxiety and hardly went out with friends, got to know people, met women, or went to parties. I had no social life what so ever and no experience with woman. When I turned 18 I met a girl at my workplace whose been with twelve partners before me, that should of been a big red flag for me, but because I was a lonely loser I agreed to date her. Two month later she dumped me.

I sat there with disbelief trying to figure what went wrong. The truth is I was desperate, clingy, and needy. What can I say it was my first girlfriend haha. Some of the major beta things I did was:

Write her a poem and bring her a rose on Valentines Day after dating for two month
Told her that I believe in equality therefore I don't want to take lead in the relationship
She said I love you after two weeks and I told her I loved her too
Met her parents after two and a half weeks
Agreed to be her friend post breakup hoping we'll get back together
Stalking her social media pages
Writing long passionate text messages
Cried myself to sleep every time she called me clingy
Losing focus on my ambitions to focus solely on her
Calling her at 8:00AM in the morning, she answers tired as hell, I tell her "Ok, go back to bed, but don't take too long. I really really want to talk to my baby"

Everything is a learning experience and I've bettered my self since the breakup. I've registered on PUA Forums to better my self even further.

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