When I was in high school there was a girl who I just seemed to be madly in love with and nothing I could do or say would change that. During the three years dealing with my obsession, I also searched for other girls, leading me into a tally of 9 rejections. Until one day, a beautiful girl came into my life, she said she wasn't ready for dating yet. Due to the circumstances of getting over her ex boyfriend. So I played fair giving her space, doing everything for her. Till a friend of a friend told me about a girl who he had a thing with (which turned out to be the same girl). It shattered me purely because it was the first girl I got with for over four years. Everywhere I see couples it just makes me mad, I've never been to good with girls and it has really affected my social standings even with guys. That was until I left for Italy, my Italian friend who was very good with women, showed me the ropes. Now I'm on the road to start a new lifestyle, and I love it.