Ok so there's this girl that we got into an argument like 4 months ago coz I didn't really know how to text her. I simply started acting like a dick and a jerk to her saying if you don't want to date me I'm gonna delete you and we aren't friends anymore and so then I was like you delete me. I forced her to delete me by putting her on the spot. This girl is really shy and after that argument I deleted her from fb and saw that she changed her photo that she was very sad and nervous. A few months later I sent her some MSG that I accidentally texted her and she replied who is this with some crazy emoticon and photos coz she is some anime freak. So I said god I should have deleted your number knowing your so immature. She again asked who it was and said it was me and I said leave me the fuck alone I'm busy and talked shit to her. All these years reading about being a jerk and bad boy and watching pornography really degraded how i looked at woman thinking im superior. So me and my friends went to the anime convention and was at the rave and when I got home at like 12 I texted her saying: were you at the anime convention yesterday?
Then I said: I'm sure I saw you at the rave. Anyways she was gorgeous and we owned the dance floor xD
She replied: Who is this 0-0
Me: you were wearing jeans and power puff shirt? I can testify.
She: who is this?
Btw she watches K pop and really likes handsome Asian guys like me so I have an idea she forgave me
idk what to say now coz of the past arguments and I want to erase that negative image of me from her head