Hello, my name is Josh and I'm 20 years old. I don't know where start really. At the age of 16 I had it all going for me. I was young, I had girls literally fighting for me and I landed a modeling contract with a good agency! I was pretty unnatural with the ladies. I don't know how or why, i just guess it was luck! So if you're reading this your probably thinking "why the hell does this kid need pua advice??". Well things weren't sweet for long! I met this beauty of a model and fell head over heels for her!! We were great together in the short run! But after about a year she broke my heart and aborted a baby i never knew about. I went shot away after this, i turned to drinking and heavy drug usage, my personality changed, i lost my contract, my job, my family disowned me for a while, people started avoiding me and tbh the girls just didn't wanna know me after that. I've really been putting in the effort over the past year to sort myself out. I'm clean and healthy again! . But everyday i kick my self for the past, it really gets to me how i went from potential hero to way below zero! I try what i use to try with the girls and it just doesn't work!! My charisma has disappeared along with alot of confidence i once had! I struggle to even maintain conversation with new people and I've never had that happen to me.

When i came across PUA information last week i was amazed someone actually put the time and effort into putting all of this on paper!! At first i didn't believe in it, i thought it was a scam to be honest. But as the hours ticked by i found myself looking for as much information as i could at how to be the best PUA around! All day i have the lessons I've read/seen going round my head! Its the first thing i think about when i wake and the the last when i sleep. Its logic i can live by and Its certainly giving me a purpose everyday! My past has almost killed the fire i had in me, but this has put some fuel on the embers . I need help, as much as possible! I will listen to anyone who thinks they can help. Chief if you're reading this please I'm in serious need lol.

PS. I apologize for grammar errors, i did this on my phone

Hi josh ,

It seems you had a very rough past and have already learnt some harsh lessons of life despite being quite young . Welcome to the club , everyone here will be here for you as we need to work if we want to improve . its good you are willing to change and i hope i can be of help . dont be afraid to ask for anything as most of us have had rough beginnings in this field and im still learning too .

Hope this path goes well for you

xCHANGEx

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Cheers for the support lad, I'm finding this site pretty dam useful!! And Steve I thought I was just suppose to introduce myself here?? But here's a question, where do I start?? Local or go to a different town?? And is there a good way to prepare yourself mentally??

Hey Gleedy93, I'm guessing by your user name your around 19/20 , do not fear, all is not lost , we just need to get you back on the right road. I'd say a solid way to start your game is to master the basics. I do understand you have been with girls before and know what it's like but I highly recommend reading "the game " by Neil Strauss and perhaps some other body language novels so you can start to understand the concepts used in this world. However, do not fall into the same trap in which I have started to do. They always say 1 hour of research should be complimented with at least 2 hours of game time. So don't be afraid to go out there and take a bite out of the apple. Failure and getting turned down will only make a man stronger, so lets hope by building your confidence up we can get you going again. I'd say a fun activity you could try is to see how long you can keep a conversation with a random stranger from just asking the time. This can apply for both men and women, but its a very good game to get you out there and interacting.

Hope my advice helps

xCHANGEx