My names is Al and I am from the new port richey area in florida. I need some help and I really want to handle this aspect of my life. I have trouble talking with people and meeting women. I have read PUA books but I feel like need a actual teacher to show me the way. I was raised to be a good person but also a passive person and I am tired of that shit. I want to get what I want, I want to know how to be comfortable with myself. I want to be able to have positive social interactions with women and people.. I can afford these expensive seminars and bootcamps and I do not know what to do..

any suggestions?

This happens because you're seeking reaction. You have to understand that it's ok to be insecure and embrace it instead of fighting against it. Become comfortable with your insecurities. For example when I started off I was very insecure about my conversation abilities, so what I used to do is fill in the silences, be extra energetic(try hard) to make the conversation good. But after I said to convinced myself that's it's 100% ok to be not good at conversations and became comfortable with the fact that I was not good in conversations. After that I became free of outcome with regards to conversation and my conversations auto corrected and I became extremely good at them after a while. Also a good video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pc4rWleclXs

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