Hi Everybody

Im new into this world hopefully I can join fully and achieve my goals with the help of this forum(you People) and lifestyle.
My store is simple my gf just broke up with me after a beautiful night together for Christmas...
And the reason is pretty stupid in my belief because I did not answer the phone the next day
I was basically sleeping it was 5h00Am and she worked nights in a club in montreal she was afraid walking home so she tried to call me and i did not answer.The next day she ends up breaking with me saying ''ahh you dont care what if something had happened to me etc,etc,etc'' When At 3h00Am i was still up and actually did answer her to see if she was fine then i feel asleep and could just not wake up did no hear the phone or anything else.
She said I changed and that I used to be there more for her.Personally I do not feel like i changed much i just feel like she wanted a pet and not a bf yes i get the fact that she was afraid but fck* Its not my fault i did not answer
And to even go further I do love her and everything inside me says go back and go get her abllablab
Im jst tired of doing did it to many times. I feel like my life needs a radical change

Im not here as much as one how to get girls (I do need some finessing)
I am here mostly on how to get over this girl and get my life financialy,emotionally and mentally back together.