Hey everybody I had an account before, but because I am starting over with many things and have evolved I wanted to show that by making a new name. I use to be ct0304. Anyway an intro. I am 24 years old I was born with a severe facial deformity. Due to the deformity I was a very shy and quiet kid and even then (from elementary all the way to highschool) I was too nice. I'd never approach girls but would talk if they approached me. So now only was I too shy, nervous and a big AFC but I was the "friend" on top of it

Enter Neil Strauss

I volunteered nights in an ER and the doctor an attractive male gave me a book and said until this book he was shy and awkward. So I read the book but that wasn't enough I then grabbed anything PUA that I could get my hands on and the two people that did the most for me was Adam Lyons and Gambler. I got everything the two have put out and managed to get the approach down and thanks to Gambler's meditation/ hypnotist disc I can now easily approach women and talk to them. But thats as far as it goes. Even neging, and not being the nice guy I cant break get a kiss close even after hanging out a few times. Thus I am here on the forums hoping for some help. Because I got a good grasp on it, and with the help of the forum i know i can learn how to live because up until PUA came into my life I wasn't living.

Man, this is a pretty severe situation.

You should be willing and prepared to live Epically. Merely living isn't enough. I created a thread with explanations on how to live Epically from personal experiences.

I hope for your sake that you are good at making money with something. Like accountancy, bookkeeping, stock share trading. If not, invest tons of time into it to become good at it. Money will eventually get you a way to the girls.