I remember the natural (friend of neil strauss) from his book "the game". He had an experience when he was 10-11 with a girl that made him become the fierce seducer that he became.I had kind of a same experience, but somehow, it worked all the way around for me.

I was 9 years old, when next door's girl, kathrin visited me and all of a sudden, started making out with me i was kind of shocked but i reacted passively,(Seems she used on me some kind of a Pua technique).Some minutes later, she put her hand in my pants, that was too much for me, (dont forget i was a 9 yo boy).So i just left. I remember my shelf thinking that i was the only one in the world having made out in such a young age,i was really terryfied.

I retained this passive stance against girls for the rest of my life. Searching for feeling and not for physical connection (guess i always remained kind of scared in the back of my mind). Girls would many times come to me but i would always have that passive and insecure stance (acting unlike a hunter but like a victim)... I remember a girl trying to french kiss me and me getting shocked and experiencing a blackout.Even if girls would say i am beautifull, i never had confidence about myself, maybe because i never really had many experiences to conversate with my friends (which i by myself didnt want tohave) making a fable cyrcle for my confidence...

things got better last year when i found neil strauss book, and started comprehensing and testing techniques. I started to tranceform my personality to a hunter instead of a victim. I am happy to tell u that i make out with at least 1 girl every week (of course i still have a vast way in front of me..) pua is something divine for me

something divine, huh?
Well, welcome to your path to enlightenment haha

You are a lot closer than you realize, young grasshopper

I know that experience early in your childhood was traumatic, but try to put it into positive terms. You are naturally attractive to women. You have already, unknowingly reversed roles such that THEY are the aggressors in all matters sexual and YOU are the pursued. A primary principle of game is that for all the macho and alpha stances men take, consensual sex does not take place unless the woman becomes the aggressor in the final moments prior to intercourse. You have already accomplished this naturally---now all you need to do is work on your inner game to clear out the issues you have with your childhood experiences. Easier said than done, but believe me you are ahead of the game (pun intended) with respect to many AFC's.

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