| Hey guys, how is this community going?
Well, I was from Masf a while ago and now going back to the game and seeing all this techniques and new forums and new methods.
I'm quite lost actually.
Well, many of you probably don't know me, I was never really very active in the community, however I am really thankfull for all that I've learnt reading the threads and the posts, for me it was a real life changing experience.
Today I'm signing in and coming back because something odd happened which opened my eyes again to accept the fact that I lost my game and I am returning to my AFC status, or maybe I never had other status.
The fact that I am so greatfull for this community is that it helped me get a girlfriend and she was a solid HB8. In my circle of friends she was the prettiest of my friends' girlfriends and I was very proud of this, as I was never the one who picked up the hottest girls.
She was my first, and my biggest mistake was believing that my mission was acomplished I had the girl, and there was nothing more to learn.
I was the nicest boyfriend ever, she was from another town a really small one and came to live here in my city, which is the biggest in the country, so she had lots of issues because of that and to make it worse she had a really low self esteem and was depressive.
We stayed together for a year and a half, and she had lots of downfalls, she sometimes flipped, there was times she hit me, she called me names, and there was one time she tried to kill herself and she cut herself with a knife. She was really troubled.
I did everything I could to help her, everything, I really loved her, I was always there when she cried, I used to listen to her for hours on the phone trying to cheer her up, when she yelled at me and told me to go away I used to fake it and come back for her in 5 minutes to hold her and be there for her.
Its been 8 months since we broke up. She moved back to her city because she did not manage to live here, and I helped her get back even knowing I was going to lose her.
I've always put her first.
For all this time we talked, and a month ago she asked me to get back with her, I was thrilled, even knowing that it would not work.
Next week there is going to be a holiday here in Brazil, and she is coming to my city to watch a concert with her parents. As she was coming over we made some plans of seeing each other and having a good time together.
We did not spoke for the last 2 weeks, so I called her today, she yelled at me like crazy on the phone, telling me for not to her again and that she was seeing someone and if I called her back she was going to tell her new boyfriend to talk to me.
So I asked her why she wanted to go back with me a month ago and she told me she was alone and was wanting to be with someone.
How fucked up is that right, and all this time we were apart she used to call me when she was sad and I helped her and listened.
For all this time we were apart I did not stop going out and picking up some other chicks but I never had a day two with anyone, mostly because of my ex.
So this is it, I'm back to sharpen my game and get past my ex and all this bullshit and crazyness I got myself into.
I was stupid enough to believe that the game ends in a fuck close or a kiss close and that led me to this point, where I'm in love with this fucked up crazy chick that uses me whenever she can.
To finish it off, and I'm really glad if you got to his point, I'm really thankfull to this community and full of energy to get back in the field and in the game to try to find someone that treats me the way I deserve to be treated and to learn to manage a relationship in a healthy way.
For the ones that are new to this relationship stuff and trying to find a girlfriend I leave you with this. The game never ends, never stop learning, learn with your friends, learn with this forum, learn from your experiences and mistakes, because the day in which you believe there is nothing more to learn will be the day you're going to fall and wonder where that came from. Be humble and everything shall be allright
Cheers guys
Mach5, seducing with speed
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