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| PrettyBoyRich | PostPosted: Thu Sep 22, 2011 11:41 am | |
| Offline | | New to MPUA Forum | Joined: Thu Sep 22, 2011 10:40 am Posts: 1 Location: West coast | | They call me pretty boy an I'm jus introducing myself payin my respects because you must respect the game u must respect the hustle.
I have a very different story or should I say problem..
I Lost my virginity at 15 when I was a sophomore in high school..I noticed goin thru high school that it wasn't hard for me to get HB because my actions were louder than words. I was very proactive with sports an school events of course all the house parties. I'd say I was known in school.
Alot of girls, at the time I should say, would come an talk to me an try an fuck even goin as far when I passed out drunk woke up to some girl trying to take advantage of me..i could immediately interpret the signs an would get down to business..I was pretty successfull, I pulled probably 12 beezy's by the time I graduate high school..felt like a man some what at the time..
I'm 23 now an I have a problem where I don't have alot of self confidence an have no inner game. I get nervous around girls, I'm to worried about how to maintain a convo. I don't really have a problem initiatin with anyone. If I feel like the setting is right a can strike a convo with anyone. When it comes to hunting though that's a different aspect. It's like a lion trying to anticipate his next move to successfully capture his prey.I think to much about it almost over compensating.
Looking back to how I used to be compared to now I may have pin-pointed a couple problem areas: I had 3 long term relationships in my life that contributed to life changin events. I was briefly married in the military because you get paid more money, which is initially called a "contract marriage." I ended up getting her prego which at the time I wanted to man up an b there for my child. She had a miscarriage and it was a confusing time.
Now that I'm out of the military as well as the marriage I find myself consumed by my own thoughts,insecurities,how events changed my life. I'm havin to do some soul searchin trying to get my inner game back on point.
I would appreciate any advice or crticism oh yea nice to meet everyone
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