I've been one of those typical nerdy types in highschool that is shy and wouldn't touch a girl because of her 'feelings'. My 'love' life has been one of constant one-sidedness and lack of any good response. About a year to half a year ago, I finally snapped. A specific girl ended up causing me a great deal of stress and I after that I decided . . .

Fuck that shit.

Love? Fake.
Relationships? Useless baggage.
Girls? My toys.

I've decided to completely change my views of relationships (even with friends in general). Maybe it's just because I needed a way to escape and numb myself to what goes on in life, but I don't see it as a cowards way out. Infact, I see it as me actively trying to help myself out. So with that one of the things I've decided to do is become a PUA.

I haven't made an incredible amount of progress with the girls, but personality and looks wise, I'm almost a different person from last year. Now I am starting to ramp up my PUA knowledge absorption to get ready for my 3rd year of college that's coming up soon. The only thing I've accomplished this past year has been making out with a girl or two at a club - nothing spectacular. Sucks to admit this, but I'm still a virgin. Hoping to lose that asap to get that over with. One less thing to 'feel' about.

Well, that's it for now. I just started reading The Game and it's a pretty interesting read. Girls objectively looking at PUAs may not realize this but there's a lot going on with a PUA that makes him who he is. Reasons for becoming one and basis for creating their own personal style.

Talk to you all later.