| it"s for the first time that i just love my life,and this is something i want to and will do,it"s very fullfiling,i have one question however,i cant find the answer on my own,since new year i am not working,starting in 2 months again,everything was ok but sometimes i have this shit mood fail,i feel great all the time usually,but now i have some issues,i tend to have sudden mood "failer"
frustrations,questions what if and so on,it really destroys my mood sometimes,i was feeling great all the time until then,taking action,having succes,and really improving myself everyday,and i just love it,but i cant help it,i have theese days when it really overwhelms me,i am wondering is everything going to be the way it should,what did i do wrong,wtf is wrong with this people and so on,i know its in my head but i cant allways help it,also i have days,not very often,but still happens,when i dont feel valuable,allmost like i dont even belive it although i know and i am aware consciously that i am,question is what can i do to get myself back on the track,snap out of bullshit,forget about all of it and just keep going,it was fucking wonderfull,but i hate this,but sometimes i just dont know wtf,like feeling lost sometimes,any advice would be helpfull,thanks,cheers guys
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