| After years of self solitude, and pushing people away. I decided to get back into the game. In high school I had it, nearly every girl I could have spoken to I had. Of course, I failed with a few but had so many. My freshman year I was known as a "player" in the school. The following year I became religious. Junior year I went through a very rough time, I isolated myself from everyone. Spoke to one girl, the whole year, my friend with benefit. Senior year I was a complete failure, isolated myself again, the only girl I got was this highly religious girl, I got to send me nudes but that's as far as it went. After we ended it, i got with an ecuadorian, was just supposed to be for the sex, but cought feelings. After it, I had no one until the next year I started freshman year at college, got one girl that I got Bj's from at rhe college and my job parking lot.
Now I know my game went spiraling down hill after my freshman year. I can't get girls as much as I did then. Now I'm moving to Tucson, Az where it'll be completely new, and I hope to be back in the game for then. I'm a flirt, I'm good looking, but because of all the shit I've been through, I pushed people away and forgot how to socialize.. At least I feel that way. I'm pretty confident but my height is a huge stump for me, I'm only 5'4. Now, I really want to settle down, but with me being 22, single and trying to set a career. I just want that companionship. Live my fantasies, and have fun. Get out there. So, If anyone is in the Tucson, Az area. Let me know maybe we can wing and get out there. I still have an idea, of how it works I'll be reading, practicing, and trying to build that confidence level back up.
Any suggestions, tips, advice that you may have just from reading this intro, let me know.
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