Welcome!
First of all, thank you for your service. I have incredibly respect for anyone who serves the US military regardless of their reasons. You're putting your life on the line to protect my rights and my country's interests.
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I want to climb out of this hole of being lonely for no real reason at all.
I know exactly what it's like to want to climb out of a hole. I've been at rock bottom myself but I pulled myself out out of desperation. The resources available in the PUA community helped me become the man I am today and I know that you can do the same if you work your ass off.