Hey everyone,

I have returned to life as it should be with a twist

Last year I left the community and also the lifestyle. I had become disgusted. Partially with myself but mostly with how easily others were manipulated by the same line and action. The exact words from last week and last night would be used again to the same end.
I left and did not game anyone. I was kind of like a monk of pickup celibacy. Until I realised I suffered. The drive that I had maintained everywhere disappeared. Once a perfect student and charismatic leader in social groups I became a loner who worried about how not to manipulate and thus I failed in life and education. But life is about gaming people. I run DHV in interviews and first meetings with strangers as well as in clubs. Why shouldn't I?

My new rule to stop myself running rampant is that I will not let the game consume me. I will not go out sarging more than twice a week. If I see someone on the street it is different.

A balanced life is a good one.

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Read, deduce, sarge.

Welcome back! I think you are being a little hard on yourself. On some level, everybody is doing SOME form of manipulation. Everybody has some self-interest. As long as you are not hurting anybody or have any bad intentions, I see no wrong in it. In fact, I think being a charismatic and social person who provides fun and positive energy and vibes to everyone around him is one of the best things you can be and provide.

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