Hi guys !
As a starter I must say that english is not my native so excuses in advance in case of weird/inapropriate sentences construction

Let me introduce myself
I'm french and live in Vienna, Austria (For job). 26y old and got into the game by discovering some words (AFC, etc...)
I know about the game for 5 years now but never really studied it. I just now the vocabulary basically until now where i started to read "neil strauss , the game"
I just broke up from a long term relationship and want to get up with myself.
I m a lot into science (engineer) but it doesnt mean that I have no social skills
Used to be shy and introvert but now it became really easy for me to talk to people.
To complete my introduction I must share with you a story.
First I just ended up a 6 year relationship. In the last year I started having an affair with a girl 6 years younger than me from Russia.
This girl was virgin by that time and used to be a friend of mine. Somehow we got to like each other and started having this forbidden game, at least it was what i thought.
A few weeks after the game started, she felt confortable enough to go on trip with me and somehow loose her viriginity.
For me, It was still the game we were playing both but I should already have understood that a girl doesnt really give a virginity just in a game. she kept saying that she didnt want me to break up with my GF and that she liked it that way.
I got to know later on that this was all wrong and she actually really desired me but subconsciouly.
The game lasted a few month but because of distance (paris - vienna) she found someones else and kindda lost interested into me.
Few month later she came back to austria and we started seeing each other again. We had a lot of trips and hangouts together and some of those trips were on her "period" time so no sex involved. This made me realized that she could be actually kinda a girlfriend material but at this time I still had my GF.
Few week later break up with my GF but not linked to that girl.
Few weeks ago she was invited by a guy to a date and as we are really close she told me about it.
At that time I realized that actually really like her and if she get into a relationship with that guy, it would mean the end of everything we had. So I started seducing her again (what best than conpetitor to trigger you)
We had some extremly nice trip where we really found ourselves together but unfortunately history wasnt playing for my favor. She still thought that I was just interested in sex and game.
The other guy got into her brain quite quickly (she switch and change her mind really fast - can't make a decision) and now they are in a newly born relationship (2 weeks).

Last week I was honest with her and told her that I wanted her all for me in a proper relationship; that i knew that she was really interested in the other guy but that I could fight for her if she showed me the slightest sign of interest (I know.... look like a needy afc)
She answered by " Proximan, How can I forgot about this guy..." in a way that she was willing to have everything back with me.

Lately their relationship really increased and I feel like i m fully out.

I don't really know what to do. I know it does look and smell like a one-itis but we were actually in some kind of relationship at one point (for months).

Any advices ?
Thanks also for this forum

Proximan