Hi all,

You clicked on this post, so in some way you are at least interested in what I have to say. Well here goes. Tonight I watched the girl I was interested in get taken away by some other guy right in front of me. Fuck.

Now, I wouldn't go so far as to say I'm hopeless. I have had sex with women before and have a (possible) successful career in front of me. But what I do realize is that there is a lot that I am missing out on right now, and most (if not all) revolve around women.

Tonight was the smack in the face I needed to remind me that I need to get my shit together. I understand that everything requires give and take - in order to be successful in a certain field it is required that you must give up something else in life. Well, as much as I want to be successful, the amount I am giving up in my social life right now (especially with women) is astonishingly scary and unnecessary.

Something needs to change.

And so here I am, looking for a solution for a problem that I myself have helped foster over the years - by missing out on opportunities, by allowing myself to be sidetracked by "what ifs" and unsolicited fears, by sitting here wondering. "what's the worse that could happen?" (on past events).

Now I have come to the realization that no matter what joy I find in the work I do and in the success I find, it will not matter if I feel I have not achieved my fullest potential in my social life.

In this essence I have subscribed to this website. In this moment I know I need to change my perspective and become someone who doesn't live life with regrets- someone who always wonders "what if" instead of "so what."

Right now the best I can do is say "fuck it."

In the future, "fuck it" won't resonate with me anymore. Instead I will be beyond complaining - I will be living life to its fullest.

Until next time,
(drunk) RF

glad to see you made a smart choice, oddly enough while you were drunk

kudos

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