Today I cold texted a girl I met last night, got her to come over to my place, and crashed and burned because she said she was a lesbian, even though I tried to save it and even possibly could have.

I have a lot to learn, but holy shit I am learning a lot. I'm tearing it up reading everything I can on seduction. In the past 5 days, I talked to more women than I did in the past 5 months. I don't know what's happening to me, but my fear of women has dropped at least 90%. I can walk up to any woman and ask her if she wants to fuck (assuming she's with any threatening looking dudes) without feeling a thing. Sometimes I think I'm actually going insane, but I find sexual aggression and brutal honesty to be intoxicating. And I'm excited to refine my inner and outer game.