Hello guys.


>where you're located
Poland, Rzeszów
>your age
24
>how you got into "the game"
Im holding unpacked box
>how long you've been studying and practicing pickup
studying? Read "the game" thats all
>which pickup method(s) you like to use
never used one
>what your hobbies/passions are
gym, swimming, cooking, reading, technical stuff, tv series, home made wine, other cultures, drawing, music, traveling, photography.
>what your goals are
TO BECOME NORMAL
>and whatever back story you wish to share with us.

Hello again, Im Cris. As you could read Im 24y old. And as you may expect I belong to the rare nowadays species of virgins. My life upbringing was in colors of "conservative catholic". So I wasnt allowed to hang out for longer hours away from home, couldnt go on parties etc. On top of that I become really fat. At the end of Highschool I had literaly no confidence and self esteem. At the begining of Uni I had very hard time knowing new people. It took me 2 weeks just to exchange a hand shake. No way of aproaching a girl. Anyway one day I decided to change.

So one day I decided to join the gym, kick boxing club, swimming pool and dancing lessons in order to improve my own image. I couldnt continue this longer as it was to exhausting for my body and mind. When the dancing lessons ended I also droped out of the kick boxing. So I have become quite good looking guy with abs poking out but still with no confidence and self esteem. Went to hair saloons, beautichians and bought new cloths. Still no rise in confidence and self esteem.

So I have went to psyhologist for consulting. It took a while but at least I have rised my self esteem, sadly not confidence. Somehow thanks to Online dating I went on 2 dates with 2 girls. A mile stone for me. The 1st date I wasnt interested in the girl. 2nd date the girl was not interested in me. Tried to engage more conversations online but I was ignored. At least those 2 dates rised my confidence from 0 to 1. Great success.

Now Im standing here with hope of rising my confidence, and geting rid of my AA. I want to be a normal guy. You have no idea how many times I have thought about myself as a failure, not worth calling a man, pussy, social cripple etc. due to the lack of social skills.


Lets hope I will become normal.


So Im going to read a lot of stuff here that might help me. I you guys will show me the way