My name is Jay and im from india im 23 . my friend introduced me to pick up and the alt seduction site but its been only off late i have begin to undertstand it.

i love the mystery and his method. ive been watching epiodes pua in VH1.


my story is kinda bad i had this very close relationship with this girl in college. She was a real slut but i dont know we became friends and i started caring for her and putting her in a pedestal we became good friends. But she hurt me later in a several ways ,after college we split . i tried blocking her in facebook so i could move on. but everytime after a month or so shed call me and remind of the good times id add her back then in fb . but still id always this Vengence for her because she put me through hell, and still she takes me for granted. I think i need to be treated better.This has been going on FOR TWO FUCKING YEARS.

my friend to help me get over her intorduced to pick up . i had another affair with a girl , we went out , had fun, got intimate ( never fucked though). But after a point she said Lets just be friends. I ditched her
i have zero feelings towards this girl, but i the first bitch still lives in my head and in my fb profile.

i get so pissed by her updates i deactivated my account and came and decided im never going back to fb for a few months till i have zero feelings for her

ive had a few cheek kisses , hand hold from the two girls ive mentioned other than that no real physical contact with women.

I want to get better, i want to improve
i watch arash dibazzr's videos because they teach good inner game or atleast tell you how to live life. ive read the mystery method. i try to sarge everyday. but ive never escalated to kino

ive read the mystery method,

i officially will be staying here in this forum everyday from now, so im glad to making a few frends here.
PLZ GIMME POINTERS BECAUSE IM LITERLLAY IN A EMOTIONAL TURMOIL, SOMETIMES I FEEL LIFE ISNT WORTH LIVING

AND IF ANYBODY IS HERE FROM CHENNNAI INDIA

PLZ LEMME KNOW COZ I WANNA WINGMAN TO SARGE TOGETHER WITH SO I CAN GET BETTER