Hello, im empty27,

A little bit about myself: Im very social towards other people, people see me as a funny nice guy (duh), which i am. I have many interests, resulting in being well-read, well spoken and being good in several hobbys (poker, music/guitar, sleight-of-hand among many others). I got first laid at age 16/17 but at the beginning of adultness lies the problem.

Due to some traumatic experiences i developed APD at young adulthood (age 21+), resulting in low self esteem, feelings of inferiority, feelings of depression. Outcome is i dont do much anymore, and when something gets serious, i am a goner. Id much rather avoid rejection, run away while not being chased because it feels safe.

To fix this problem im now going to a psychologist for professional help. To add women to my life again (and im starting as a newbie again in my opinion) i made an account to this forum. It is tough for someone with a personality disorder, but i think it will be of great reward.. i hope!!

I will post more about myself in case people would like to know.

Sincerely