Ok I'm no newbie to this forum. But as of now - I am. I came to this forum, when it was 1st made. Posted one of the 1st few post (well I think I did). But its time for me to come to grips. I've lost everything.

Ever had your game up. Then for no reason at all one-itis kicks in. Keeps you locked on. And you knew what was happening but refused to acknowledge it?

The girl that has re-recreated me to the old self. I have moved from, Asia to Europe (London) now. And, yes the people here are different.

And as of now, I have no idea what I'm doing. The one-itis I had, was with a girl of supreme manipulation and mind games has created made me feel that things I learned and created to be a habit is all false. But, yet I know what I learned was good.

So with out further a-duo, its time for me to realise I need to start from the beginning once again.

So here, I will rebuild my self ground up once again. To someone who I want to be - getting the girl I want.

And let this be known. I do not want to be a player. I want to be able to obtain, the girl of my dreams. And these methods do work. I know for a fact.