I've been gaming for like four months now. Had one relationship and pulled one girl from a pub to a nearby park two nights in a row for an f-close.
When I broke up with my relationship I fucked myself in the arse cause I started dating a british backpacker who moved from where I am living.
So I was in a LDR for like three weeks, I went down to see her... all the way down she was texting me saying Yay can't wait to see you. Got there and within like 3 hours got told to go fuck myself.So I've been out of it for the last three weeks or so, not really seriously opening sets and stuff, when I went out I surrounded myself with guys as kind of a protective blanket which only made me feel shitter after each night going home feeling like I was getting worse and worse at my game.
I finally got my act together and went out with a wing from the local lair who is heaps better than me at game. He got me to open set after set after set.
The amount of anxiety I felt was insane.
A few of the times I opened I bailed really earily on because I felt uncomfortable, even though she was noticably into talking with me.
Even once I got into set twice more and stayed there for over like 5 minutes I felt really anxious and sick in the stomach. After just over an hour of constantly opening, I was totally exhausted and feel like opening any more.
I want to get to the point where I can open constantly without feeling this.
Any advise?