I've always been the outcast of the popular group. I was friends with all the popular kids but seemed I always had lowest value at the table. I lived a pretty decent childhood and adolesence and was pretty decent with women. Never really felt I had too much trouble getting action. Freshman year of highschool rolls around and I get COMPLETELY hung up on this girl. I get put in "best friend" zone and try all I can to get out, which in turn, put me deeper in it. This lasts all the way until Sophomore year. This is what attracted me to the PUA community. I start ignoring this girl and getting on with my life. I ended up dropping out of school Sophomore year because of stuff that was going on at my house, and I ended up moving 3 times (20-30 miles away from my upbringing). I lost ALOT of friends and my computer has been my best friend for the past 2 years. I'm almost 18 now and I'm getting back to normal. I've been reading up on PUA forums, books, etc for the past 2 years. I've adopted my own personal style, got my GED (highschool equivlant of a diploma), and I'm enrolling in college. I feel as if I'm at a turning point in my life.
Now for my question(s):
I don't necessisarly need help on game, I'm looking for some insight to a particular situation.
That girl that I was hung up on, I never really got COMPLETELY over her. I'll still think about her every now and then and how much of a good girl she was. I haven't talked to her for a good 2 years, and I was on my friends myspace looking at her page, and she has old pictures of us with captions like "i miss you more than anything" and has this in 1 of her blogs:
"I wish I just knew what happened to you. I wish I could talk to you every single night on the phone like we used to. Hell, I wish you could just be around so I could see that you're okay. I've never connected or been so close to a guy before, ever. I hope someday I can see you again...you really had a huge impact on me and I am starting to tear up just typing this. Ughggggh.
"I want to call her and just see what's up with her in a platonic way, but at the same time, I still want to fuck this broad. Where would I start out at? A1-A2-A3? or since I've already met, got her comfort, could I go into game? If you have any advice/insight on this situation, please let me know
