I ended up saying fuck it, said fuck you to all my approach anxiety and dived in head first. It sounds gay but I'm still high as fuck off the endorphins of the social experience. I ended up going, everyone was like "Who the fuck is this guy?"
I tried my best to do the PUA thing, I took up space, greeted everyone, made them comfortable (the guys), negged the shit out of my target, it fucking went fantastic.
It was a great lesson in AA, and that is just dive fucking head in cause nothing bad will really happen, I seriously like was not even invited, but I know i made an impression on my target and it was just great. I was really just cocky, loud and friendly, we were playing beer pong (i know PUA's arent supposed to drink but it gave me an angle) and i'd pull that "shows over here babe, come on eyes on me", just like all PUAS when they start of this....this is not me, but it actually felt good once i'd see that they were responsive to a decisive male....yea I made sure to not second guess my self and just make on spot decisions as well...anyways....went great....god bless the PUAS cause I never thought I could do that....
- Walddo (One happy motha fucka
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