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Author:  Tyrones101@hotmail.com [ Fri May 16, 2008 7:45 am ]
Post subject:  How I found the game
Ok, so this is the blog I made on myspace that lead a co-worker to let me barrow "The Game" by Neil Strauss (which I have not finished, and now am leading it along with Richard La Ruina's 'natual art of seduction'}

I know one thing and that is I'm going to study the game for the rest of my natual life, becouse knowing that theirs something I can do about this, defeats all my self pity, and I feel alot better knowing I can doing something about my problem.

Being natual, being myself, made me, a suicidal 20 year old virgin, who had never had a girlfriend in his life.

I'm not stopping, Once I finish the game, I'll contine with La Ruinas book, then Ross Jefferies, And so on.








Situation
Category: Blogging

Never had girlfirend, never knew no girls growing up, I was always an outcast, just a freak/werdio, many girls stayed away from me, and while everyone I knew was dateing and getting laid at the age of 15/16 I was sitting in my fucking rooom with my fucking comic books, a non social masterbater.

Now I'm not a teen anymore, things never quite shapped up for me.
Everytime I meet a girl who'd I'd even have a ligitmate chance with is in some seedy four year relation ship.

I mean, I see it this way, the majority of girls at my work see me as a creepy serial killed Ted Bundy type of person, as do most girls at bars as well.
Well the ones that can remember my name, and granted I can recall theirs.
(and people always fail to take notice to the fact the Bundy was a charming indivdual who had a way with women, I mean girls dont get into cars with someone they think is a serial killer pretending to be hurt)

I mean at this point in my life I am no longer going to let girls laugh at my face and step all over me, Sure I'm an exeptionally goofy type, but fuck it, I dont belive in the consept of not being mean to girls ever, and treating everyone of them like a princesss, I find this a unnatual way to treat people and in my case it just enables them to step all over me even more.

At work a girl was getting in my face, saying all sorts of maddness that was completey uncalled for and I ended up called her a fat money grubbing bitch
(you know who you are, dont respond to this, this about you, or anybody for that matter)

Now when I was younger, I had no idea how to talk to girls, granted I did I was the kind of guy that made a list of stuff to talke about pior to engageing them in converstaion
(seen that movie one hundred girls, a charater in that movie did that and ended up in the same situation I ended up in becouse of it.)

Only resently have I got the courage to ask girls out, nothing too seriouss, just stuff like, wanna hang, maybe get a cup of coffee, blah, you got to start somewhere.
I ended up uptaining one girls number, though never ended up calling her.

I dont have a sister, and I dont want a sister figure in my life. When I persueing something like this, I want something sexual, I want something intimate, I want to make some kind of conection. Not that I'm saying I only want something something sexual, but I feel I've wasted my time if I didnt make a conection.

I look back on the way I view girls when I was 16-onward, and really, it wasnt good, I veiwed them as peices of meat, beings only meant to please my sexual hunger, But it was so hard, becouse I wasnt freinds with any, I didnt talk to any, not to many of the never viewed or treated me in a postive way, never did any of the cliche stuff like go on dates or attend dances, (I mean fuck, I dont give a fuck, I didnt even go to fucking prom, plus attending altenative school changes the scale on such matters)

The oppistie sex was a vast unknown to me, and I strived to have 'something to do with them'

For the most part, I will sit back and being the creepy person they think I am.
For it was them to came to that conclution in the first place, and growing up, when my brother would let me be aware that 'creeped out' was the effect I had on girls, it put me in a vast state of confution, concludeing that these people just dont like the person I am and theres nothing I can do about that.
And really thats still the cast now,
If just went home, stredded all my comic books got rid of all my action figures, took all the nerdy posters off my wall at and went out and tried to be a completely diffrent person, It wouldnt matter, if would to do fuck all, shit, nothing.
If a star trek nerd, converted to a competive sports fanatic, would that indivdual, get a hand job one day, and blow job the next day, and loose this virginity the the following week, No ABSOULTELY not. We are who we are.

And granted you dont like who I am, step back, step way the fuck back, if I creep you out, fucking watch out, theres a helluva lot more where that came from. If you think you can try to change who I am........If you think by brute force and insertion of ego, or other seedy values that or soicety belives in, is going to supress me.

FUCK OFF, YOU FAT BLEEDING CUNT.
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