How many of these "harder" girls have you gotten at least a kiss from?

zero.

Bart, when you approach women, do you ever expect them to be attracted to you?

Did you even attempt the challenge?

Hooker

Why are you making theories when you don't have any proof something works? I mean if everytime I can't drive a car I don't start writing theories of how driving works. This is how so many bad ideas get spread because you're coming up with and posting theories that you have no experience with.

why does everyone here keep suggesting that I hire a hooker? what good is that gonna do? If I see the point, I will do it. but I just dont see how that would make a difference.

fuck man, that's a deep question.

no. I feel different from everybody else. I dont see any reason why someone would be attracted to me. I feel like a foreigner. When someone takes a picture of me in public and I look at it, I am shocked at how normal I look. I say "wow, I look like a typical guy"
I dont feel typical, I feel different. I dont feel like a member of the human race.

so the answer to your question is no, I dont expect anyone to be attracted to me.

edit: to give you more about my mindset: when I say something mean to someone and the person gets upset, I am shocked that they got upset. when I say a compliment and the person gets happy, I am shocked. I think they are pretending to be happy. because I thought my opinion didn't matter. I thought they would say "eh, whatever" and move on. I don't understand why someone would be affected by me. after all, i AM different, i AM inferior, why would a girl care if I say her dress is pretty? or ugly? my opinion doesn't matter.

This is probably the biggest part of your problem. You go in expecting the worst. You approach what you believe is the worst and are surprised by positive results. You approach what you expect to be easy (for the typical guy) and you expect the worst. I don't know what you look like, besides what you describe as a typical guy, but your attitude is your worst enemy.

i think you're using the wrong word. it's not my attitude, it's my beliefs. it's easy to change your attitude, it's freaking hard to change beliefs that you've held all your life. I dont see all the evidence that contradicts my beliefs. even if I do see them, I will come up with some explanation that's in line with my beliefs so my currently held beliefs dont change. so for example: girl laughed at my joke? she wasn't attracted to me, she was pretending. whenever I see evidence that negates my beliefs, I interpret it in a way to agree with my current beliefs. look up "confirmation bias" - we tend to see only what confirms our beliefs and ignore everything else.