I have been working on some serious inner game. I realize that I don't know to build connections with people its weird. All my life I've never really had a strong bond with anyone. I really don't have anyone I can call my best friend. I barley know any information about my parents and siblings. It's like I went through my whole life being superficial with everyone. It has cause deep issue in me such as fapping and why I feel awkward talking to women and can't hold a conversation. I seem to lost my way to connect with people. Does anyone know how to fix this ? how to stop being superficial with everyone ?