I'm quickly learning that gaming 5 nights a week like I'd prefer is not possible unless I start solo gaming.

Any advice or thoughts on this?

What should my internal dialogue be because right now if I did it I would be thinking 'I'm here alone with no friends, this is pathetic'.

But a lot of the time when I'm out I end up opening sets on my own anyway when the lads refuse to approach women.

Lame fucks don't go out by themselves. Lame fucks go out with other lame fucks or they sit at home. It takes balls to go out and hunt by yourself. And the reason you can do it is because your a bad ass that KNOWS you won't be alone long.

That's what you should be thinking to pump yourself up. At least that's what I say.

You can start the night out by yourself... But you can be out with people in a very short amount of time. All you've gotta do is start saying "Hi" to people and see what happens.

Have you not got a few mates that you could go out with? Once you're out you can approach your sets etc with the comfort that you're out with friends, but you're also sarging solo.

I'm out maybe 2 -3 nights a week with my mates, but it's a different group every night. Guys from class one night, football another, etc. Then eventually they run out of money or decide to not go out and I text somebody else.

I'm talking about what happens on night 4 or 5 when everybody's done for the week I'm still raring to go. There's a fuck up on night 1 I wanna fix on night 2, a bad mistake on night 2 I can alter on night 3, etc.