Hey guys.
Just back from a friends where this hot chick was, wasn't a party or anything we were just hanging out. I just found out she broke up with her 1 week boyfriend and she was crying.
We already know each other, we K-closed a while back on my birthday. So we talked, I never mentioned her ex and she started snuggling into me. I gave her a massage explaining that it'll help release the stress, she accepted it and she was enjoying it - I'm a great masseuse apparently. We had to go out because my other lady friend was getting a run to pick up a few things from her house. So I was left with her and this gay guy.
When we were outside it was rather cold, I was shaking like a druggy. She kindly warmed my arms up by rubbing them and started hugging into me, the conversation transitioned to sex speaking on our preferences. We agreed that rough sex is always the best sex (hey, cmon who doesn't love rough sex eh?
) We moved to the park with her holding my arm as we walked, when we arrived there the conversation somehow came to talking about our list of people who we would have sex with. She said me first, before anyone else. Then explained all these other dudes, I never got a chance to say my list. The tension escalated and then we turned in for the K-close however the stupid gay guy said someone that killed the tension and that was it. She didn't seem interested after that.I'm a narcicist, I always think that what I'm doing has no wrong and I'm sick of thinking that way. So what I'd like you guys to do is to read this and explain where were the mistakes I made, just seriously tell me where I'm going wrong.
Thanks guys
Coffee.