Ok, two important problems here:
Firstly at uni parties we often play the game 'never have I ever'. This is always VERY embarrassing for me as people use this game to brag. I have absolutely NO experience so it just shows me as a loser. Then when it comes to me for my turn to give a question, I never say anything sexual or I say about porn (all I know). I always come across as lame. Of course, if there are any girls you are trying to impress then this is major DLV. And I can't lie, as these people know me and know I am lying and call me out on it (happened before).
On a related note I find, due to my lack of real-world experience and love of porn (it's much more than sexual...i'm finding myself just enjoying the industry and films in general...like watching Z-grade crappy movies and making fun of them) I tend to talk about porn ALL THE TIME. Which, as I have discovered, apparently isn't normal
. And girls are disgusted. Originally I did this as I thought you were supposed to set a sexual frame, but this is the wrong way to do it as watching porn=loser UNLESS you are combining it with a healthy relationship. And I'm uncomfortable talking about real-world experiences as It'll expose me as a loser again.What do I do?