OK, here we go!
This HB10 is driving me nuts. When I see her I forget everything I know. This is confusing to me because there are a few things that don't add up:
1)Sometimes I try to take a good look and I think, she's not a 10, she's a 9, there's something more that is making me go nuts.
2)I am almost never intimidated by women
3)I'm not sure if she's playing games with me
4)Backing down is not an option. Yes there are many girls out there, but this one is a must in my books.
The situation has been working as follows:
Second semester starts, obviously I'm scanning my new classes for the bombs. This school year in general has not been as good as the last, but besides the point, there's always hope.
In one of my classes I see this ... unicorn... I don't make eye contact with her and choose to plop myself right next to her. Throughout the class I notice she is mimicking a lot of my behavior - If I slouch and get comfortable, so does she. I pull out my phone, so does she - and it's the same one. Exact same. I do not look at her even once. Not once. I don't say anything, class ends I leave.
A few days pass, and I'm studying in the library, I leave my stuff for a moment to go get a drink, as I'm leaving I see her coming in, again I pretend like she's not there and continue to think about how ridiculously good she looks. When I return I notice she's sitting near my abandoned stuff. This excites me. I take a seat as if she isn't there, read for about an hour and get up to leave again, as I leave I playfully ask her to watch my stuff so that I don't get robbed. She says sure and gives me a laugh. I come back and say thanks, continue to read. She starts texting on her phone and I tell her how I lost my phone and that I had the exact same one - i.e she's making me jealous with her phone usage. Note: when I speak to her I'm at a loss for thoughts. I say something like, hey I think you're on my __ class. and She goes "Hmm i dunno... I have two of those, could be" - and this puzzles me even more as I sat next to her for a full class days before.
Whatever. Next thing you know I'm downtown partying and out the corner of my eye I can see someone approaching me from behind, its her. She put her hands out slightly and went "Oh my God you!
" and I shot her the most arrogant look on earth. I don't know why. I think it was because I was so surprised. Later I approached her on the dance floor and said that I didn't mean to be rude but she surprised me from the behind approach. She said it was ok and asked me for my name even though she "knows it but isn't sure if she can say it properly". I tell her and she introduces me to her friend. Then I ask her for her name and she pretends like she didn't hear me and dances off with her friend. Later on in the night, I decide to grab her friend and playfully dance with her for a moment, give her back, and then I leave.
Weekend goes by, after a class, I see her and this guy she had befriended within the class. I catch them in the halls (i'm sitting) and I get their attention, ask how they did on their tests - after that, I make a ridiculous "Didn't I see you this weekend" (obviously i did !) and she goes "Hmmm .. i'm not .. oh ya I said hi to you and you shot me a dirty look" then we kept talking and I did a little DHVing. She had to leave to talk on her phone, and the guy stayed and talked to me until she came back. When she came back I laughed and said "why are YOU back" and she goes, "well he's my friend" and I said, "No he's my friend" and she said "He likes me more than he likes you" and I said "Hows that possible, I don't like you
" and she said "Good cause I don't like you either". After a bit they took off and we said bye.
Another day I said "Hey you guys (both of them) want to get wasted?
" and he thought about it as she packed her books and said "not with you, you're rude" and I said "how am I rude" - which got "don't think I forgot about yesterday". Now it's a stale mate. Today I tried asking for her notes, she told me the notes were online and I said "fine be a jerk" - It's as if I'm on autopilot and not thinking about what I say, as soon as I look at her my heart starts racing uncontrollably. It's quite the thrill.
Seriously though guys, HELP!
