I'm not a whiner, and this is out of my nature, but I was hoping for some kind of reassurance or speech from someone that's been in the game a bit longer than me.
I've created a social circle over time. It has developed and blossomed into something most PUAs would really enjoy. I have ex's, friends, new friends. Most of them have bf's or something serious, but come to my call when I want some company.
It's now reached the point that these women are all vying for my attention at the same time. At first it was flattering, but now I'm feeling very claustrophobic. My phone goes off all the time, texts, calls, facebook messages. A lot of these women are wanting more, and I've been clear what the relationship frame would be. I'm beginning to feel extremely guilty for dangling these women, who are now considering leaving their bf's and other significant people in their life for what I now view as a shadey seducer that has masked his heart long enough that it's starting to do it's own push-pull. But then aren't women excellent seducers in their own right (put a ring on it if you like it, mentality)?
I remember Neil talking about this in the game, but he never mentioned how he got rid of it, if ever. Is this a natural transition that you learn to accept, or am I starting to really feel true guilt that I need to step out of the game?
It really just came out of nowhere recently, and I can't lie, I'm feeling a bit depressed and my game is sort of screwed up lately. I don't think I've done anything worth messing with my conscience, but I feel like I have
Thanks,
Blue