Damn guys, Learning moment for me!
Here it is. After dinner a girl I really like texted me.
She: Are you going to bed early tonight?
Me: probably not... why?
She: What are you gonna do tonight?
Me: just finished training and dinner, so chillin' I'm gonna watch some tv.
She: Want me to come over for a few minutes (she was giving a false time constraint!) I'm passing your house on my way back.
Me: sure, sounds like fun to me! See you in a minute.
She: where are you living?
me: blalblabla
So far so good.. I wasn't prepared at all, there was food all over the place, so i cleaned my living room in a few seconds. There where no drinks in the house, except water.. My first mistake.. I was so stressed out about getting the house reasonable, that I got nervous! Not my thing, but I was working on this girl for a while and I didn't want to screw things up, because she has more value to me then other girls.
Soo... she was sitting there, I offered her a nice cold water
and we talked a little.. like fluff talking, boring shit. She was comfortable and she was always attracted to me. I was getting comfortable, but the problem was she was sitting on a couch, and I was sitting on the other couch.. I guess I should've taken place next to her on the same couch. We where watching a lame ass quasi-entertaining show on tv and we where giving comments, pretty fun. But I couldn't reach her. I got stuck.. We just continued watching that show.. and after it ended, she said, "I should go home". I said "okay". Walking her to the door we started kissing, but I think wayy too late!! She was already on her way home. She had all the reason to stay at my place, to spent the night. I could've pushed it more, but I was scared to fuck up.. and this is not a girl I want to fuck up with.. How could I play this more smooth? I was too late with kissclosing at the perfect sex location! I was too scared to escalate! There was no kino until the end. I felt a little dissapointment by her and I want to make this happen.
