I feel like im forcing my self to talk to people not just girls but everyone its fucking lovly fun(not really) I just feel like im socialing with girls just to have sex with them too take something from them. and it makes the whole getting to know the girl painful like a affort a pushing against a wall.
like a act ...
im not insane MOHAHAHAH 
Its just not fun when i feel like i have too do something i need to be doing something (canned material or whatnot). I like a free flow conversation not PAnda shit like what do i say next and thinking about what to say to keep the douchebag(conversation) rolling.
IS anyone else going through is?