I have mentioned this lots so won't go on, long story short I haven't been sarging in a while now I feel like I have forgotten most of what I know and a lot of confidence. The annoying thing is I remember enough to see myself acting in this way and analyze it. I have some wings coming out with me soon and feel weird about my game taking 2 steps back since the last time they saw me.
My game has gone from me being at my peak to nothing, I see it as an opportunity to relearn and make my own techniques etc but feel like I will be putting my training wheels back on, when I know how to ride a bike.
This seems to read like fly on the wall shrinks office stuff but I hope someone can figure it out
