Lately I've noticed about myself that every time say i see a really attractive woman, say like on facebook or something you see them like that where you can actually see their true beauty, it makes me angry at them. Even at when I have rejected or even had past relations with them, if they rejected me it's a lot worse obviously. (generally i could put this in a lighter insight and defend myself with secondary words but I'm just going to put it as it is)
I mean, i can be friends with a girl and then i see how pretty she actually is, then i kind of feel attracted to her, then i want to tell her to fuck off or something similar. It's just confusing to me.
Also i have this thing where i used to feel that way with one girl, then when she told me she liked me, i wasn't attracted to her anymore (I understand the concept of not wanting someone when you know you can have them, but this is different.. cause literally an hour went by when my whole perspective changed when she told me she liked me)
Now i feel this way again towards that girl, even though i knew she used to like me, (which was a week ago, but i know she probably feels different at this point because i told her i just want to be friends and tried to avoid hanging out with her)
Well what I'm getting to is I want to know if there's any book that can help change my perspective on women, that can give me a better light for them, or a better frame that can help me with woman based on the emotions i get towards them.
I've read pretty much all on the recommended reading list, the reason I'm asking for a book is because I know the power of words, I've started reading "Science and Human Behavior" by B.F. Skinner really gave me a new insight and perspective of sociology, science, and psychology
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), and it's a psychological process along the lines of "how dare she look that good", "how dare she put in that much effort to look good and she feels good about the results". These feelings stem from their subconscious belief that women are inferior to men and should not derive pleasure from being pleasing for men to look at as if they were a prize. 
