Worst week:
Met a ton of beautiful women recently. Concentrated on 4.
1. No k-close on first date. Did not text back. Life is too short
2. Met her in the hall of my building. Nr-close in 2 min. Student, 24. Went out, great time. Just natural game. Escalated with massage, took her to several places. Passionate k-close. "So happy we met." Texting back and forth. She's avoiding a second date. Always excuses."Ur so sweet, but this is going too fast for me". Too fast? Not bothering anymore, no interest there.
3. Met in the club. Student. 22. Gamed her friends and ignored her at first. Nr-closed all her friends to avoid cock block. Then came back. Gamed her, nr-close. She seemed very interested. Text back and forth. She says she is busy a lot. We should meet up in the club instead of my proposition. Did not answer. She texts, "are u upset w me". Me, "of couse not, why would i be? But im not coming. Early morning". Today, "where u going, balh blah. Lets text later" she did not text, i m not chasing her.
4. This one is interesting: 20. Student. opened her at the train station. Nr-closed before train. She came back to where i was sitting. She was so hot, major boner just sitting next to her. She texts me, "hope we go out soon
" did not want to on same day, but nr. 2 blew me off, so ok. Called my new wing as she was out with a friend (later she told me they were into threesomes fuck!). Take them out to a nice place. Some gaming, then truth or dare, just keeping it very upbeat. I isolate immediately and escalate. She resists. I take her to the pool, and tell her we should go swimming. She says she has no bikini. I say, fuck it. We decide we go swimming (pool is closed). After 2 am and the hotel staaf think i am a guest, we go swimming naked. She has the most beautiful body ever. I escalate, she keeps resisting. My wing is already making out with her friend. Everyone is cold. We take my wing and her friend to his place. He got f-close. We end up in another city, in her bed. She is half naked. I always sleep naked. I thought this is a done deal. I escalate, she blocks. Finally she gets closer and we make out a bit. She is not shy. I already rubbed up against her and touched her everywhere anyway. She is excited, but hesitant. She already mentioned in the pool i was like an animal. But i m a man, i dont ask permission, thats who i am! Then she resists again. I cant sleep. She cant sleep. We are both heated up. She walked over to her dresser several times and i was sure she would break out a condom. She thought about it probably, but came back with some bullshit each time. I am not 40, like some of u guys, but am approaching 30 and when u have a 20 yo perfect bodied beauty teasing u like that, i cant sleep. Its 11 am, i m pissed, tell her i m leaving. Take her to a few places i like. I can read in her eyes she is really into me. Blocks. On the way home, the ljbf speach. "I have enough friends. I wont b ur friend. I ll let u think about it". She is not down for f-close. Wtf! I am sure this has to do with a sticking point. How do i buld sufficient comfort fast enough? Something is missing. Somthing crucial. And why do all these girls want a relationship from me? I just wanna have fun. It cant be such a big deal. I must be going about it all wrong.
Lmr. Classic lmr in nr. 4. I tired wash, rinse repeat. I ve been there before. My insistence always got me an f-close. At least by morning. I stopped with her cause she was getting really pissed. I thoght she was gonna scream or smthg! Fuck!
I read body language, i see the way thier eyes light up and everything. This is really wierd shit. What do u guys think? I spent a night with her and got ljbf'ed! I got a lovely kiss from the other one, and nothing but hesitaion. I talkd with my wing the next day to debrief. He said i did very well. He said he was sure i would f-close. I feel like shit about this!